Free Fall #3

It's Tuesday. Mrs. Ray will be returning Thursday afternoon. Yes, I'm praying about her trip, what she's worked through back east, what we'll be doing Thursday night - talking or what. I expect to just take her to her apartment, unload her stuff, and politely leave. (Part of the let-them-go strategy.)
I have been on pins and needles emotionally. I'm supposed to be cleaning the computer room (five years of accumulation - four days cleaning my computer position till you can finally see the wood!!). But even that is hard to do when I start thinking about when Mrs. Ray returns. I don't expect to get much sleep Wednesday night. But I've waited for over 50 Christmases, as many birthdays, countless test results and calls after interviews. But this is my marriage!!!!
I need to keep in mind the story Shrodinger's Cat (click the link to get the details). I have three possible results:

1. "I've decided	A: we really are done"
	B: Lets get serious and work out our problems"
or
2. "I'm not sure yet, but I could file the final divorce papers next week."

The story of the Cat indicates that, since I have no clue as to the final result, all three answers exist at the same time, until Mrs. Ray tells me what's up!