Saturday, December 9, 2006

One more night

Friday, with all the moving and packing, Mrs. Ray realized that she would not get the truck loaded, moved to the apartment, unloaded and the bed set up in time. I broached the subject that she could sleep in "our" bed, and spend Saturday moving into the apartment. I think she had already come to that conclusion herself. She said yes.

We finished loading the truck. I took a shower. Mrs. Ray came into the room. She did her usual getting-ready-for-bed things, then got into bed. With the man she was leaving. We rolled together and hugged for a few minutes. (wonderful feeling I will miss!!)

She started out saying that she still cares for me. I said I certainly care for her, too. Mrs. Ray continued, if there was any emergency, that I shouldn't be afraid to call her, if she could help out in any way. Her desire is to maintain contact and friendship.

(My feeling is that Mrs. Ray still has true feelings for me. There's just some issues that have forced her to move away.) I asked her to help me in working things out for myself - to be frank and directly honest with me as I tried to clear things up. She agreed to do that.

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