This is my prayer. Being an anonymous blog, I am not embarrassed to open my innermost thoughts here. I only post it here that you may pray with me, if you choose to.
Dear God, my prayer is that you heal our marriage. Heal me that my wife may find me acceptable. Heal my wife that any hurts I have caused can be forgiven. Heal our marriage that the beautiful thing you have granted us in your sight might glorify your Name. That we together may share the world you have given Man. That we may share our lives and bodies as you designed marriage to be.
Please guide my thoughts and actions that I will be able to reach out to Mrs. Ray, and that she might realize what it is she is walking away from. I have no remedy of my own that will work. I depend on you, oh God, for I have nothing that will work here. Only Your Wisdom and Love will work here.
God, I realize your time is not of our understanding. But my heart is broken now, and the pain is great. Please carry me forward, as I am completely exhausted in my emotions. I also consider “quitting”, but I desire to continue as long as any tiny shred of hope remains. Please allow me to touch Mrs. Ray’s heart again, that we might come together and worship your Holy Name once more.
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